ooo
ooo. Jemo is going to the army, in a few hours time.
Think he will come out like Rambo, after his fats become solid muscles. ooo.
hols are pretty swell, except for training, i have been slacking. Coach has been making us do 20 km every time we hit the water, it is insanely tiring. feeling quite sian over the strokes, cause its reallly hard to master.. saw Connie a few times, my partner thinks she is pretty, haha.
oh well, just 2 more weeks and there will be a training break, due to the school reopening exams. shoik ah!
stupid lizard. just saw one running behind my com. hope it gets electrocuted and fry to chao da.
thought about wad Shaun said during BS last friday. we were on the topic on Church activities, and recently there are a lot of them. He raised up the point that such activities are not bad in nature, but following it should be a higher level of Word-based teaching. are the people just coming to Church for leisure, fun- or has it become just another routine?
if its just for fun, then sadly, as Shaun said, one day they will be robbed by something exciting outside and fall away. the world is surely, much more fun.
its its just a habit, then its just sad.
i need to start praying for my kids, i hope they will not fall into these categories.
well, not exactly kids anymore, they have grown up alot. starting to see alot of rebellion, attitude, anger.
tts good in some ways i guess. its a step towards making the decision to following Him right? i hope the pain they experience as they go through next year will bring them nearer to Christ, while they make the decision to stick to their saviour.
very exciting. God, give them strength to love you, follow you and honour you.
and please gimme strength to stick to these kids, my goodness i know i will need it.
thank You Lord.
Its all over!
yep, they did give me a repaper for physics. it was do-able, i'm quite sure i got at least a C.
i feel so relieved, my nightmare is finally over.
saying good-bye to the year 2006. it was like prison for me, a time cell. the whole year passed soo torturously, and frankly i did not achieve much. i should be taking my As already, but that will only come after another year. i better make this count by getting good grades for my As.
i just thank God that He allowed people to come in and teach me things during this period of time. lessons that i may not exactly like, but benefited from.
all in all, its good. its over, and i should promote, i think i did well, my best at least. if not, its the army already, haha.
and thank you for taking all my nonsense while trying to support me. you really rock, haha.
went out with Magesh again, after the end of my paper. i did not sleep the previous night, so i was really, hmm, sleepy. but it was worth it, we had carls junior, some pool and lan. i was surprised i could still buy guns in CS, on account that i did play CS for so long liao. it was great hanging out with Magesh again.
training is going to step up too. very seh. found out that my stamina dropped alot liao, and my strokes are all going wrong. lots of work to do for Nationals next year. hopefully i won't die from 4 times a week of training.
eh?
just took mc for thursday.
hope they will reschedule me for the paper on thursday
that means studying for the weekends
no more 5 days..haha..
promos
are coming in 9 days.
then i will have a five day break of nothing-ness! ohhh man..
cannot already
i needed somebody today,at least to talk to. just about anybody will do.
i found nobody.
everyone was either too busy, or they cannot be bothered.
disturbing them would thus be, selfish.
what a horrible day.
clingy
thats what i think i am..soo, better stop liao
my bag was invaded by ants for the past few days. i had no idea why, until (thank God) i decided to empty my bag for washing and found a Mars bar wrapper inside it. that explained the ants attack, and how i had to sit through lectures with them crawling all over my face, dying inside my ear.
they smell horrible too, its amazing how 1 ant can stink so badly..sort of like this iron-ish smell. sick..
yesh, came to appreciate my ex classmate Kenneth after a long while. He is a very cheerful, cool friend, and also incidentally my punching bag. whenever i was really upset, i know he will be there for me, even till the point of neglecting his other priorities ( to a certain extend lah). talks alot of crap, but never fails to be quiet when i needed some space. i could not stand him initially actually, but always found myself seeking his help, because i actually needed it alot of times.
yeah, thought about it cos i became a punching bag myself, and it must have sucked for Kenneth when i was in those bad moods.
well, i just spent 1 hour trying to convert songs in AAC format to WAV. i dint manage actually, and hopefully i did not download any viruses in the process. arghh.
feels like i am banking on support that never comes
mao mao
recently there has been this cat that keeps coming over to my house. i think she belongs to somebody, but i have no idea who.
my older brother calls her mao mao, and it fits her pretty well. haha, she will drop by in the evening and then demand someone to feed her. We do, of course, and so she became pretty friendly to us, ahha. it kinda feels nice when a furry animal comes snuggle beside you.
also, someone approached me to tempt this kid with some ice cream chocolate. its some lesson for the girl on not accepting anything from strangers. too bad i had to play that moronic role, and in the end the little girl screamed at me to go away. way to go kid, you passed the test. i dint even get to keep the ice cream. (the guardian bought it for me to offer the kid)
i am terribly frighten now, its 2 more weeks to my promos. these few days i feel like the sec1,2 me, the insecure, unhappy, low self-esteem me. it feels horrifying, but i realised this was the me God fell in love with back then. wad a mysterious God.. sometimes i think i am a burden to alot of people around me, and i am wasting away their love and care, but God is great, cause i can be the biggest burden to Him and it doesn't matter, hahahaha.
