...sigh...
Just came back from support grp.. feeling so..er, disguisted with myself.. donno why..hai..I seriously think i have a major problem communicating.. every wrong thing i will say.. then i try to just tiam tiam, but tiam tiam also cannot, cos like you not supportive or very tao.. hai.. open mouth also cannot, close mouth also cannot..sian...Sharon said in choir tt i like "lang zi" which i take it as loner lah.. bo bian mah, i cant even like, talk to people well.. some are soo popular, you donno wad to talk about, some are well, i donno..i just cant approach them.. i don mind being alone, its fun, i just hate it when they give me this weird stare.... .. .. .. . .. . . .. . .. . . . .... . . .. .. . .. .
Maybe its cos i am younger, or cos i say stupid things.. whatever it is, i guess i shoud shut up more and avoid crowded places.. dont really think i would go back to support grp after next week..i feel very awful there.... i think i just say all the wrong things, and yeah, get on everyone's nerves.. prevention is better than cure right
quite tired, irritated by myself, amazed at how i can get on everybodies bad books without even trying, wow, i am so proud of myself
I thank God for letting me lead with Cindy.. she is so matured, i have so much to learn from her..
posted by ling quan @ 12:00 AM
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