eh?

oh yeahh..

this is going to be one lonnnnggggg blog.. alot happened in this week..

first i had primary school chalet... woh shoik la, at down town east.. it was pretty cool to meet frens tt i hanged out with last time, and frankly, all of us changed.. haha.. its pretty cool to be looked as the clown too, hahaa... if any of the 603 peeps read this, i am not tt sparstic outside one, really really.. really really.. really Sara,really..

had to leave in the middle of the chalet, but for a good cause.. Kenny had called for a three day prayer on thurs, fri and sat.. throughout this period of time, i learnt alot... was pretty dry after all the leading.. and i really just kept on focusing on how to lead better... and on thursday, after all the confusion, all the weird things running in my head, i guess God spoke..Kenny was praying on denying oneself.. and i thought back to those times in CHS where they talked on denying oneself.. and He asked me

"Where is your first love?"

haha.. cry and cry.. all i could mubble was , idonno,iamsorry... Joanne was beside me praying for me, i think..haha.. tt felt so good... truely, all He wants is not our deeds but us, as in us, useless we might be..

went back chalet after tt.. shoik la, more peeps came, but they had to go back shortly.. they only came for the BBQ.. wasted..caught up with a few old frens.. thank goodness not too many peeps stayed back too, cos it was so crowded in the room! CS and BR actually slept at the balcony..mad peeps.. haha

for both nitez, i intro the games and puzzles..hai, wad will they do without me? haha no lah! the games so lame, i nearly thought they wanted to stone me.. chit chat until so late.. the other times were spent in the room playing majong, Xbox or the TV.. i learnt how to play MAjong too!haha.. it was fun la!

everything ended on fri.. Ping Yuan had to go M'sia after tt, crazy.. wonder how he survive.. CS also, going M'sia on sat..

fasted on sat... really realise wad is fasting .. my flesh died and during worship, i felt so cold.. but so so awake, like, crazy awake, like when the Spirit is alive.. it feels good, and really must fast more le, hahaha..

dont feel like blogging le, haha.. tomorrow got cell! WHEEEEEEEEEE

posted by ling quan @ 1:24 AM